喔如果超人会飞 那就让我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰这个世界 会让我觉得好一些
拯救地球好累 虽然有些疲惫但我还是会
不要问我哭过了没 因为超人不能流眼泪
Sometimes people just cannot accept the fact that things do change.. and victory are not always on our side. Learn to accept people as they are and the failure they had in life.. why cant you just understand? Sometimes i really wished i was just a invisible being roaming on Earth and i wouldn't need to listen to the sarcastic words of yours.Its hurts so much and i can only do something for so long until it kills me..its so hard to move when everything around you seems so fragile and every steps you take might break it. I'm trying to move on here but all of the words that come out of that damn mouth of yours had taken me aback.. I no longer know what is it that i want, [my failure..your disappointment, your yelling] [my victory..your not satisfied attitude, your greediness] I really had enough of all this, your damn fuck up comparison between others and me..
Life keep giving me reasons to trust no one but me..i no longer know where the trust between us come from was it purely because we are blood-related? or purely my innocence during my young days that make you think that i will just forgive you for everything that you have done? "Forgive and Forget" you really think such things happen??or people are just using it to gain the trust of people and revenge on them one day doubled?? People do grow and things become clearer to me too you are like a transparent piece of glass in front of me now. i might not be able to read your mind but your actions tell me everything.. are you trying to use my mistake to cover up for yours or are you going to use my rashness to get somethings you wouldn't dare to? Everyone is just a tool in god eyes but i would never want to be a tool for someone else..
Everyday it pops into my mind i try to fight it , but yet i dont want to live like this, i wanna let go and fly away...Give me wings and i will go as far as i can over to the other universe where all my troubles transform into the rain and then the rainbow comes out.. you would never know the weight i'm feeling inside all you know is i aint doing well and all you gonna do is push me to my limits and are you trying to see when will i break?? If anything i think im more dissapointed in my self... everything is makeing me worse. i just want it to stop! Cant you just give me a break? Fancy coming home trying to tell the whole world about your big big things you done today and whatever shit you think you have done greatly. Cant you see that others are a few time greater then you?? They are just silently working behind and you claim all the work..
Don't you see it i just want to be what i am able to be like and its true you not need to keep bringing it up and compearing me to my sister, i will NEVER be like her, i tryed and im harder to control!!I just wish one day i would wake up, and everything would go away, im struggling every day, i dont know if its even worth it anymore. Its no longer us that is fighting.. its just me alone in this fight and all you do is stand there to see how i struggle with and and you add more wave to it..
If you looked inside a girl you will see how much she really cries
You would find so many secrets and lots of lies
But what you’ll see the most is how hard it is too stay strong
When nothing is right and everything is wrong.
♥Whisper My Serenade
6:18 AM
Monday, May 24, 2010